Monday, April 19, 2010

Easter Earthquake

Easter 2010 was one to remember for a couple reasons. Starting with my leaving early for some work for a few hours and consulting with the visiting Easter Bunny to leave Ciara's basket and eggs on the table for her to find later when she awoke. Well, turns out our trusty hound knocked it off the table and ate ALL the eggs! The evidence was literally all over his doggybed - - the oinky!!!

Later, my Aunty Nora later would comment: "We will remember Easter 2010 as the one with the earthquake at Margie's"...

Alas, 'twas another lovely and priceless family get-together at my mom's for Easter Sunday a couple weekends ago. Visiting were part of the Northern Cal crew of the Simmons and Adler families - - with baby Esme making her debut. It was also my first Easter as a married woman and stepmom to Ciara after 2 years ago our making our Easter engagement announcement to the familia.

And, yes, there was a 6.9 Earthquake in a nearby Mexico bordertown about 100 miles away. Just the day before P, Ciara and I were taking a road and photography trip to Imperial Valley - right on the other side of the border where the epicenter was. Geez, we would have felt it a lot more out there... my prayers and thoughts to all those affected :(

On a lighter note, here are some videos of seconds after the quake - you hear my German brother-in-law Sven commenting with my other brother-in-law Doctor Joe. I did reflect while it was happening that if I was to die, I was okay because at least I had my family surrounding me. And I'm not joking about that..

click on slideshow below:
Easter 2010

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Leonard Speaks

some video taken of the ever-frail Leonard Knight at his Salvation Mountain...

Thursday, April 08, 2010

Road Trip -


Well, Patrick didn't want to clean house last Saturday per my intentions. I was sick with a bad cold but that didn't stop me from jumping in the car with him and Ciara and cameras in tow. Our goal was Anza Borrego desert to see the wild flowers blooming after this rainy season.

But we got a little lost and ended up in El Centro at our favorite haunt, "Salvation Mountain" - see previous blog here. Ciara had never been, so that was a treat for her. Upon our arrival Leonard Knight - who built and painted the mountain - was sleeping - he is a lot more frail and hard-of-hearing than my last seeing him a couple years ago. There were at least another 20 or so other visitors wandering around. We were lucky that right when we were about to leave he did wake up and gave a tour and a prayer. Such a happy, lovely man. A real treat!

click on slideshow below!
Salvation Mountain

Friday, April 02, 2010

On the Set - video shoot

Here is the first video for the "Air" spec music video we shot in Long Beach, California. It is already really hot, I am waiting around after an already long morning - regretting that drink out the night before at the Indie Music Festival with my husband. hahahah. I sound tired but I like to show my interesting life to my friends around the world who have no clue what really goes on :)

"Air" spec music video

 
So last Sunday I spent an incredibly hot day at a great abandoned warehouse in Long Beach shooting a spec music video.
 
The casting notice had caught my attention because it was featuring the music of French band, "Air" - whose dreamy music I love. Also, the director had stated it would be shot on 35mm (yes! great quality film!) and shot in the vein of "Amelie" - one of my top 5 favorite films ever.

The shoot was 2 days, although the fantasy sequence with the gals was only shot on Sunday. I love just being on a set studying what every single person has to do to colloborate and make even a small few-minute video happen. It was a very hot, long day - but great, funny people to work with - gracias!

I will obviously post the real thing when I get the finished product, but until then enjoy the youtube videos of our spectacular dance break and click on the slideshow below for pictures from the set.
"Air" spec video

Wednesday, March 31, 2010

"Hooray for Hollywood" - Babies and Kids



There are 3 different families who have in the past month ask me advice on getting their little darlings into the holy grail of Hollywood.

Consider this a friendly informational for them and anyone else thinking about the star power their offspring may or may not possess.

The 3 most important things to absolutely know and consider-
1). proximity to Los Angeles
2). 1 parent most likely will not work a normal job and will be the chauffeur and stage parent for years and
3). do not, I repeat: do NOT ever pay a penny to an agency, school, or manager.

Let's delve into this more deeply, shall we?

1). The location thing
. Some of you live in OC and LA and some do not. Those who live in OC or LA have a much better chance at longevity -burnout can be quick - - that commute is a huge pain and LA traffic is notorious. I am just being realistic when I say that if you do not live in LA or Orange County then you should just realistically probably concentrate on the smaller modeling/acting market of your own town, if there is one. The pros about this is that there will be less competition but the cons is that most of the work will not be as money-making as a feature film in Hollywood - but then, the chances of your baby or kid making that are very slim. Focus on commercials and print-ad modeling. This is your bread and butter. But don't be fooled into thinking there are millions of dollars to be made. I think for kids print modeling hourly rate is $75-100 - usually working a half day of 4-5 hours. As an adult the print hourly rate is $150 an hour and then you give commission percentage to your agent (20% for print and non-union work, 10% for union work).

2). Every successful kid and baby I know in professional theater, modeling and Hollywood (heck, even in San Diego) has a parent who has not had a real 9 to 5 job in years for various reasons. And guess what? It is not only logical that a parent be onset at all times with a minor, but it is the Law! So, unless the stageparent has a nighttime job - and some do - you MUST be able to live with only 1 salary - whilst hopefully your child will book some real money to make all the time auditioing worth it. One very talented young gal whom I worked with and went on a tour across country had to have her mom with travel with us. Yes, she left her husband and 2 sons for months to accompany her 11 year old daughter. And then proceeded to do that for years internationally when her kid got in a big name touring show. Now that child is 21 and her mom has marital problems since she has essentially not been with her husband in 10 years, not to mention missing her sons grow up. But the daughter is very successful and the 2 are very close = even if the mom has no idea what to do with herself now that she is not even allowed onsets and jobs since her daughter is no longer a minor.

3). Beware of scam artists. They run rampant in this biz, sad to say - feeding off the egos and hopes of parents. Trust me - parents hear what they want to hear about their babies and these evil people know that. So, please know that it is against the LAW to give even a penny up front to someone posing as an agency or manager. If anyone asks you to do it - just thank them and leave. ASAP. These people will even rent an office space for a couple months to look legit - and then disappear with your cash and without you ever having true representation.

Go online to SAG.org - - that is the Screen Actor's Guild website. If you want to make any money at all you will need to eventually get your child his or her union status. "SAG" is for TV/movies/commercials - the really good paying ones. Aim for this! Another union you can belong to is AFTRA - American Federation of TV and Radio Artists - this is mandatory for soap actors, voice over artists, any radio personalities and very few TV shows that are produced under this contract. I belong to them as well, but it's not imperative unless you are doing the above. And remember - you can and will work as non-union talent for as long as it takes until you earn your union card. And the 2 do not compare in pay. My non-union commercials usually pay $500-$1000 with no residual checks as compared to a union, category A commercial that you can make 10-50k on. Also, know that when the job comes that MAKES you join the union - you HAVE to join in - that is way over $1000 to join, cats and kittens. Plus quarterly dues for the rest of your union life.

Once you get to the SAG website you can check out the franchised agency list. It may even say which ones are open to submissions for babies or young children. These are legit agencies! You will want to submit a couple recent photos (as you know, your kids are changing monthly). These do not need to be professional - - try to get generic backgrounds and a smiling shot, for sure. Keep the outfits simple - solid colors - no black and white. NO LOGOS. They won't give a fig that your kid is wearing Armani overalls - keep the logos to a minimum or none at all. Don't have anything else in the picture or parents in it - too distracting. Make it look natural. Do NOT worry about professional pics at this point in the game. Photographers will try to make you think you need to - hello - they need to survive, too. But you do NOT give into this. Also, I hope you are all cognizant of the difference between Hollywood and Pageants. If your baby, toddler or child wants makeup and heels - go to pageants - that is NOT the kind of modeling they will do in Hollywood - which will be lifestyle, real-kid stuff.

Okay back to submitting. Nowadays with the internet things are so much easier - look online, find the agency website - see if you can even submit electronically - - others take snailmail in a manila 8x10 envelope - - give the birthdate, eye and hair color, name and your contact info on the back of photos. And don't expect them to return the pics, either. If they are interested they will contact you back. Do NOT call checking in. Hollywood has that old saying, "Don't call us, we'll call you" for a reason. They are very busy and they may not even be accepting new talent that month and your baby pics will be sitting in some corner of the mail room for weeks or months. It just is.

But if they DO call you in, they will probably see how your baby and child plays with some toys, takes direction if they are old enough, if they make eye contact if a stranger calls their name to look up, etc.

Here is the kicker - - you must understand, moms and dads, that there are thousands of others trying to do this with their kids just as cute as yours. You canNOT take it personally. Your kid may lose out a job because her hair is a smidgen too blonde compared to the next one. It is that minuscule.

Also, know that those with small children - be prepared for your agent to pressure you a lot about teeth - braces, pulling out that loose tooth before it's natural, etc. I shot a commercial with a kid who had to go get a FAKE tooth put in because he had lost a tooth that week and they didn't want a gap.
Note: pic of Miley Cyrus - - most lucrative work and films will contain offspring of celebs and recognizable parents (even B or C-rate celebs) - notice Will Smith and Jada Pinkett have both their kids on the rise in Hollywood. Suri Cruise: just wait. Probably the only famous people who don't want their kids in Hollywood are Angelina Jolie and Brad Pitt - but don't think for one nanu-second that her having her established dad in Hollywood didn't help her get her career started. Hollywood hires familiar faces and last names for a reason - it makes the public go 'awww' and be curious as to the offspring of so-and-so. Better get used to it now. I still deal with it at my age. Moving on.

Please keep in mind that although many kids may have a great look or personality around their family it can be an entirely different story when they are being held and hugged and spoken to by a complete stranger with hot lights shining on them and a scary big black camera in their face. If your kid on his first job blows it or is difficult - they will most likely not work again with your agent or that director. Trust me - I've seen it - a kid doing badly on set means time is wasted, time is money and the kid may even be fired - - and the agent will get a call and that child will never work again. There are just too many kids ready to replace yours. And if given the chance: they will.

Special Note: If you have twins - you will get signed immediately. Twins are golden in Hollywood. Because if one gets tired or cranky they stick the other one in. They also do well in commercials - there are still many that book identical twins of all ages. Doublemint gum, anyone? :)

So does this all sound depressing or bleak? Hahha, I don't mean it to be. I just say what is the harsh reality. Being onset takes long hours, a lot of waiting - no kids or babies like this for the most part - - especially since they don't understand what is going on. And the older they get means that they miss a lot of school - even though a teacher has to be legally onset - they are not really getting the same education and you must be sure your school will be okay with it.

So, take a deep breath and let me say "breakaleg" and go for it! Don't spend money on an agent - if they sign you, they then may direct you to a photographer but you can't give them anything up front. They only get paid when you book a job - remember that!!!

And don't be a crazy stage parent - - most times they make it worse for their kids, pressuring them too much, spoiling them too much, being in the way, some can be a nightmare on set. It can be very sad and frustrating for the crew, director and fellow talent.

If there are more specifics needed: please contact me - - otherwise this should be a good headstart. Best wishes!

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

Ciara's Moment



I am a stepmom now - I know my family still kind of muses over that - me being the youngest of our family of 8 growing up...

For all the ups and downs of seeing a child struggle to survive and prosper in today's challenging world I love this little girl and, thank God, she loves me and approves of me with her dad.

I remember P and I holding back that we were dating - long ago - when she was only 7. She was so astute one day she finally asked me with exasperation in her voice, "You like my daddy, don't you, Elsa?"

me: trying to be nonchalant, "well, of course, I like him."

her: not to be suckered, "No...you REALLY like him. In fact, you're his girlfriend!!"

me: not sure if 6 months into the courtship could I admit it to her, "umm, well..."

her: being an astute/precocious child, "I'm not stupid, Elsa - it's SOOO obvious!"

We had not been even holding hands around her to protect her and break me in slowly - - holy cow!! mwahhahahaHAHHAAhahah!

Click on slideshow below to see some of our adventures that hadn't made it onto the blog previously....
Merritt Family - Ciara

Monday, March 22, 2010

6 month anniversary!



Ugh I have been so busy and tired that I just don't have time to blog or practice my photography. I sat down to write a blurb and realized that yesterday was our 6-month wedding anniversary ... whew!

It is amazing how much can happen in 6 months (eh - P?) There was a time, as you know, that 6 months felt an eternity to me.

I reflect on how my life is so different than before. Although I had given up a lot for others, I had still managed to do a lot that I wanted to pursue - even if it meant being poor but completely independent and proudly self-sufficient. I have never taken the easy way out. Now, all my decisions are based on how they affect my husband and stepdaughter - hell, even our animals.

And although this stubbornly independent Elsa struggles with conventional decisions and regretful hindsight at times, I am absolutely 100% at peace with having my Patrick as my life partner.

To my husband - I still get chills saying 'husband' out loud - I am so blessed to have you. So ready to have you at this point. Like I said once, "We have gone through too much to get here for this not to mean the world to us."

You mean so much to me. Thank you for everything you do for us.

Your loving wife - E

Friday, March 12, 2010

More Modeling 2006-2009





Just some runway pics that I randomly had on the laptop but had never posted - - you will see familiar faces :)
More Modeling 2006-2009



click on slideshow above for more and have a nice day!

Monday, March 08, 2010

Baby-Love

This has been such a blessed year - not just for me and my marrying Patrick. But for my best friends and my best cousins (who WERE my best friends growing up) having babies!!

  Here are Diana and Jennifer's Megan and Landon - enjoying a car ride to the park here in San Diego recently - - we joke that they will be boyfriend and girlfriend in the future.

 My closest cousin, Noelle, also had her Esme up in the Bay Area - while her brother, cousin Jacob, and our other closest cousin, Maddy - - are both also expecting this late spring! We joke something is in the water up there..

 



Another true Miracle was the birth of friend Beverly's Mallory - -








All my friends, myself and my cousins have made the choices about having children later in life - - there are so many pros about this I cannot even go into all of it here. That said, the underlying reality of possibly not being able to conceive hung over each and every one of us like an impending doom - - the fact that in one year these blessed children are born to such loving, appreciative and experienced-in-life parents makes my heart sing. I still do not know if it is in God's Plan for me. But I am so happy for all of them..

Busy Bees

Over Xmas and January we did a lot of work on the condo.
 
painting upstairs bathroom - you don't know truly how high up I am - - it was a little scary to do the ceiling on a high ladder...
 


 
Ciara helping her Daddy out with the tile backwash in the kitchen
 

It's looking quite well... so glad it's done (!)

Sunday, March 07, 2010

Flowers

My husband is a wonderful photographer. This is partly because he is so disciplined and passionate about it that he CONSTANTLY takes pictures.

Everywhere.

All the time.

Of anything.

And they half the time come out extraordinarily well (!)


So heeding his suggestion that I shoot things around the house I fooled around with my Canon last September - taking pictures of my lovely flowers after my marrying Patrick.

Click on slideshow below for results :)

Flores - Fiori - Flowers

Sunday, February 28, 2010

Olympic-Mania

I say it with every one that comes every few years - I LOVE The Olympics!! I sit here watching the closing ceremony of the 21st Winter Olympics in Vancouver and I love the opera singers, love the art production, love the very performance art-oriented preview of the next Sochi Winter Games in Russia, love the Visa commercials with voice-over provided by the eloquent Morgan Freeman, and love seeing the teary-eyed athletes. I even liked the uneven comedy at the end provided by (I come from a Trekkie family) Bill Shatner, Catherine O Hara (love her in Chris Guest movies) and of course, my beloved from my junior-high days: Michael J Fox. I am so proud of everyone involved - what a feat - what amazing strength and grace. Congratulations, to all the countries...

Monday, February 22, 2010

Ines Di Santo - Hard Rock Hotel


The previous blog was not the first time I met designer Ines Di Santo, as, unbelievably, she attended 2 wedding shows here in San Diego last year. MBride, a boutique store in La Jolla, is the only San Diego store that features Di Santo couture dresses so I imagine the designer felt it good to visit even little San Diego while on her West Coast trip. Her gowns are hand-sown works of art that are very expensive and one of a kind - not mass produced. She is smart and gets the wealthy and political Mexican clientele here at her San Diego store.

I will never forget the first time I met Ms. Di Santo, whom is Italian by origin, but then lived in Buenos Aires for half her life before now settling in Canada. Not the tallest and thinnest girl, I was so surprised I got hired for her wedding Expo show held at the Hard Rock Hotel in January of 2009. But she liked my ambiguous ethnicity and I liked trying to speak to her in both Italian and Spanish.

I was going through one of the most challenging times of my life back then and she literally took my hand, asking my sign (Taurus), my age and some other things before bestowing to me in Italian before repeating in Spanish:

"My dear, I can see that you are trying so hard to deal with these things that pain you. But you haven't given it up yet to God."

She won me over instantly. It was something my wise Catholic mother would say.

And she was right. I always believe I meet people for reasons. She didn't converse with the other gals that day, and she certainly didn't need to talk to me - just another ordinary model of hers for the day. The fact that she did and said what she said was quite simply: a Gift. (And something I greatly needed to hear at the time.)

As if that wasn't enough she had me close the show with the showstopper Wedding Ballgown - - this dress was hands-down the loveliest, most amazing wedding dress and crafted couture gown I have and probably will ever model. What a lovely memory it all makes.:)

Click on picture below for the slideshow:
Ines Di Santo Gowns - Hard Rock Hotel

Sunday, February 21, 2010

Designer Ines Di Santo

 
I came across more pictures from photographer Robert Gates of an earlier couture wedding gown blog. See blog from the Ivy Hotel last Fall here. And click pic below for more pictures, many featuring the designer herself who came out from Canada to join us.

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

After the Fires - photoshoot

 

One hears me say often how I am 'back-blogged' - - yup. I am. I also have a million pictures on this here laptop that I mean to post so that I can delete them from taking up room. I know most people don't delete their pics and put them on the harddrive, burn them on CDs, blah blah blah - I am not technically-efficient enough to do that. Plus, I feel it does no good to never post pictures we've taken. P has hundreds of photos that will never see the light of day since it takes so long to post-tweak each one. I'd rather have mine posted on here and the especially good ones on my flickr account.

 
So this was wayyy back in October 2007 when we had that 2nd round of awful fires (the first in 2005). See my evacuation blog here. A week later Patrick and I had decided to go for a drive to see some of the damage and found ourselves at Lake Hodges in North County. I evidently had a dress and heels in the car and we ended up doing a photoshoot. I know that sounds strange in the wake of a fire but I was actually very much happy and in love with him that day, I remember. It shows on my face, too...


 
A lovely memory...

click on slideshow below for more:
After the Fires

Elsa's Song






There was a time in my life that I was a really, really talented singer. But I won't get into that now. I came across a couple videos of me singing on my high school mentor, Ron Bolles, website. I was invited to sing the past couple years for his charity scholarship event that he and his wife, Reina, put on.

The first year I sang an Italian aria by Puccini called "La Canzone di Doretta" (Doretta's Song). I had come straight from doing a runway show (hence the hair and makeup) and not only missed my run-through rehearsal in the late afternoon due to my show but I sounded dangerously not warmed-up. This is a tough song - - glad I got through it :)

Then last spring I first sang back up for classmate Ryan Baloy and then sang a duet from the Tony award-winning musical, "The Light in the Piazza" by Adam Guettel. I sang with my high school sweetheart, Joey Altbaum - -again, I chose a vocally and technically difficult song to prove I still had the chops. It is a stunning, gorgeous and melodic song. It kills me that they did not post the entire song but just did a video melody of snippets from the entire evening. Utter disappointment.

That said, I should document them so my momma and family can watch them. The link is
http://www.bollesartsinternational.com/ and you need to click on "Concert '08" and click on my name halfway down the program. Then to watch "Concert '09" click on it and watch the video medley - I am towards the end singing with Joey.

I haven't decided yet if I am going to sing this year. I know it's a great cause and a wonderful excuse to sing - - but I am so busy nowadays. We shall see...

Monday, February 15, 2010

Red Hill Marina



 
Here is another impromptu December drive to take pictures. It was pouring rain in San Diego that whole week and we just wanted to see dry land and a good sunset so we drove east to the Salton Sea in Imperial Valley - specifically the Red Hill Marina.


 
Funny how we've been out to the Salton Sea a couple times, and yet, still manage to underestimate how long it takes to get out there. We wanted sunset and we got about only 20 minutes before sunset to hurriedly take shots - - sigh - that's how it goes. Thank God we like long drives together :)

Click on slideshow below for more:
Red Hill Marina - Salton Sea

Sunday, February 14, 2010

Valentines Day



One of my favorite authors is Emily Bronte. One of my favorite novels is her "Wuthering Heights".

To my new husband of about 4 months I offer you my heart, loyalty and my soul - - but then you already know that....

"Whatever our souls are made of, yours and mine are the same."