It's hard to hurt like that.(Now that you caught a glimpse of my darkness).
But it's even worse to disappoint you.
For so long I wanted something
prayed for it
held my breath
and kept my fingers crossed
I counted my blessings
and wondered when
I'd know that which it was that
God had in store for me.
They were many a year of suffering
and learning hard lessons.
I am so ashamed
at having dramatically
underestimated you
But that pain and darkness
I identify as strength.
Strength that enables us to comprehend
one another.
For the first time in my life
I understand that I finally will not be let down or betrayed.
And I give my utter thanks to God for that.
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